Illegal, and Judged; The Forbidden Love of Two Boys

a little something, from when i was with my ex

Andy and I are together, since a week now. Our "friends" suspect nothing, about our relationship. Sometimes, we are grateful, for their ignorance.
Other times, we'd kill em for it.
Crazy, isn't it?
The most gorgeous blond boy is my lover, I'm his, we're happy together, but if people would know, we'd be in danger..
I love my potential funeral. And he loves his. Isn't that ironic?
We enjoy spending time, on a relationship, that's meant to be crushed, because we're not "the norm" in society.
Our love is forbidden, to be judged, we might as well call it illegal.

Anyway, one sunny day, and breezy night, my life, my heart, my soul... I sacrificed it, gave it all to him. I had a new god, who loved me, in every meaning of the word. A god, everyone could see, but I alone knew him. A god, anyone could touch, but I alone did it, to show my love. A god, with no Scriptures to hide behind, no "ten commands" nothing, just his infinite love. I loved him, and as the days passed, our love only grew greater.

We were in my room, planning to go to the park later on, when the heat cools off a bit.
Summer vacation already gave us a reason for relief, and happiness, but confession of our feelings, gave us heaven.

I held him, from behind.. He was laying on me, on his back. His head at my face. He suddenly turned over, facing me.
I brushed a strand of his hair, with my right hand, while looking in his infinite blue eyes, holding him with my left.
"Don't let go.. Ever." He said, staring in my eyes... He stole my heart forever. "I'll be yours, forever." I sighed, under the weight of his body. He rolled off of me, onto the bed. Laying on his side.
"I love you." He whispered in my ears.
I tapped him on the nose, and said "I love you. You're so cute." He smiled at me. I wanted to go in, and kiss him...But he was clearly the dominant one.
I pulled him closer, he moved in, and the euphoria, electric, burning, passionate kiss was born.
Our fate, was now officially sealed. We kissed, for long, long minutes...only breaking apart, because we needed air..but then, the animal inside, was again on the loose. I kept kissing him back, and he kept dominating.
I was blown away, by this blond god, laying next to me. His lips, molded into mine.
It is heavenly.
I gave into him, for eternity.

Oh, what stupidity I lived, before meeting him... Before telling him my feelings.
He is mine, and I'm his, forever.
He is my everything, the meaning of life.
Forget the pressure, forget everything, and everyone... He is all that matters, a caring, loving, cutie. I can't understand, why is the world, so idiotic? Why does it want to destroy our happiness... How could anyone, even think about hurting him, or his feelings.
Why they claim, that the love of two boys, is basically just evil?
Relying on religion, they claim we will be tossed to hell.
But, I guess it's okay, that their god will understand, when they ejaculate on the computer screen, as they watch lesbians making out.
The world has grown pathetic... Taking the happiness of others, because it can't find its own.
Remind me... When will they see... Our love is true, far greater than all of them.

I chose my boyfriend, above all.
I love him, with all my being.
No one can say, that we're not meant to be. We understand each other, without a spoken word.
Without any sorts of communication... A look in his eyes, and I know what he's thinking about.
I love being with him.
He makes me feel special, and I want to make him feel special.
Something, that he is.
My god, my everything.

We made out, for an hour and a half. We just couldn't have enough... Nothing satisfied our appetite. There was only one thing left to do.. But, since the dangers of getting caught, during the daytime at least, we decided to wait until nightfall.
He was really turned on, I could tell from the passionate kissing, slight shivers, sweat, groaning.
I just gave into him, and his godlike presence set me on fire.
I kissed him, and kissed, but he wanted more, and more.. A lot more. I wanted more of him, lots more. I'd clone him, if I could. To have thousands, and millions. To replace all the evil, stupid people, with the perfect being. Him.
Growing pleasure...
I couldn't hold back any more.

© 2016 Dani The Unreviewed

Author's Note

anyone got any problems with that? Then fuck you.

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Celie Rose

Danny I loved it. The love, passion, the compassion, just bubbled over, the oneness, expression was out the box. A powerful writer indeed!"Why they claim, that the love of two boys, is basically just evil?
Relying on religion, they claim we will be tossed to hell.
But, I guess it's okay, that their god will understand,"
I know that some judge what they don't understand
Danny you are a beautiful person. Keep being you no matter what. Well written. Keep writing!

Posted 8 Years Ago

8 Years Ago

thank you very much.

Jyoti_Ablaze

Sensual, emotive and passionate but mostly beautiful!
Very nicely penned!

Posted 8 Years Ago

8 Years Ago

Thank you :)

Joel Armstrong

A very personal piece I must say. And u have written it beautifully. Your words are like that of a professional author. I know the world ain't a good place , and even the closest of family may not accept it, but I as your friend, as a sane human being ,accept it because it is all love. Love cannot be defined , even though many try to do so but fail. Danny, you have my support.

Posted 8 Years Ago

0 of 1 people found this review constructive.

8 Years Ago

Thank you my friend. :)

A writer

Be honest with me, cutie. Do you miss him? Still in love with him?

Critique...
Well done, I loved the story, even though you made me a bit jealous... Though, after yesterday, I probably deserve it.

Anyway, yes, unfortunately we are judged, and considered as filth. The acceptance talk is all bullshit. I know, our situation...
Well done, kinda cute as well.