Illegal, and Judged; The Forbidden Love of Two Boys

a little something, from when i was with my ex

Andy and I are together, since a week now. Our "friends" suspect nothing, about our relationship. Sometimes, we are grateful, for their ignorance.
Other times, we'd kill em for it.
Crazy, isn't it?
The most gorgeous blond boy is my lover, I'm his, we're happy together, but if people would know, we'd be in danger..
I love my potential funeral. And he loves his. Isn't that ironic?
We enjoy spending time, on a relationship, that's meant to be crushed, because we're not "the norm" in society.
Our love is forbidden, to be judged, we might as well call it illegal.


Anyway, one sunny day, and breezy night, my life, my heart, my soul... I sacrificed it, gave it all to him. I had a new god, who loved me, in every meaning of the word. A god, everyone could see, but I alone knew him. A god, anyone could touch, but I alone did it, to show my love. A god, with no Scriptures to hide behind, no "ten commands" nothing, just his infinite love. I loved him, and as the days passed, our love only grew greater.

We were in my room, planning to go to the park later on, when the heat cools off a bit.
Summer vacation already gave us a reason for relief, and happiness, but confession of our feelings, gave us heaven.

I held him, from behind.. He was laying on me, on his back. His head at my face. He suddenly turned over, facing me.
I brushed a strand of his hair, with my right hand, while looking in his infinite blue eyes, holding him with my left.
"Don't let go.. Ever." He said, staring in my eyes... He stole my heart forever. "I'll be yours, forever." I sighed, under the weight of his body. He rolled off of me, onto the bed. Laying on his side.
"I love you." He whispered in my ears.
I tapped him on the nose, and said "I love you. You're so cute." He smiled at me. I wanted to go in, and kiss him...But he was clearly the dominant one.
I pulled him closer, he moved in, and the euphoria, electric, burning, passionate kiss was born.
Our fate, was now officially sealed. We kissed, for long, long minutes...only breaking apart, because we needed air..but then, the animal inside, was again on the loose. I kept kissing him back, and he kept dominating.
I was blown away, by this blond god, laying next to me. His lips, molded into mine.
It is heavenly.
I gave into him, for eternity.

Oh, what stupidity I lived, before meeting him... Before telling him my feelings.
He is mine, and I'm his, forever.
He is my everything, the meaning of life.
Forget the pressure, forget everything, and everyone... He is all that matters, a caring, loving, cutie. I can't understand, why is the world, so idiotic? Why does it want to destroy our happiness... How could anyone, even think about hurting him, or his feelings.
Why they claim, that the love of two boys, is basically just evil?
Relying on religion, they claim we will be tossed to hell.
But, I guess it's okay, that their god will understand, when they ejaculate on the computer screen, as they watch lesbians making out.
The world has grown pathetic... Taking the happiness of others, because it can't find its own.
Remind me... When will they see... Our love is true, far greater than all of them.

I chose my boyfriend, above all.
I love him, with all my being.
No one can say, that we're not meant to be. We understand each other, without a spoken word.
Without any sorts of communication... A look in his eyes, and I know what he's thinking about.
I love being with him.
He makes me feel special, and I want to make him feel special.
Something, that he is.
My god, my everything.


We made out, for an hour and a half. We just couldn't have enough... Nothing satisfied our appetite. There was only one thing left to do.. But, since the dangers of getting caught, during the daytime at least, we decided to wait until nightfall.
He was really turned on, I could tell from the passionate kissing, slight shivers, sweat, groaning.
I just gave into him, and his godlike presence set me on fire.
I kissed him, and kissed, but he wanted more, and more.. A lot more. I wanted more of him, lots more. I'd clone him, if I could. To have thousands, and millions. To replace all the evil, stupid people, with the perfect being. Him.
Growing pleasure...
I couldn't hold back any more.

Author's Note

anyone got any problems with that? Then fuck you.

Reviews

[Krizito]

Those who mind never matter...ones who matter never mind. Life is about living...to hell with the haters...

[Dani The Unreviewed]

thank you :-)

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

Awwww... I think it was a really great write.. I love how you weren't afraid to express what you had. I don't think I would care what anyone though if I was you. yes this world is a very cruel place to be. they don't agree with two males being together but they don't care if its two females.

I think you don't need to be afraid to express how you feel about a person. Love is love.. I know that. Judging is not their place. That is the man up stairs. but in the bible it clearly says to love one another. But you found it with a guy. And so what.

No matter what I am going to love you forever. And I am never going to judge you. ok...

But great write and keep up the hard work sweetie.. I love you!!

[Dani The Unreviewed]

okay, thanks. just leave the bible out of this.... thanks

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

ohhh I am sorry.. I was just using that as an example to what I was trying to say. I am soo sorry if I have upset you. I really honestly wasn't meaning too.. now I feel really bad.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

III didn't upset me. i Judy don't like the book of lies... that's all.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

i mean you didn't upset me. lol darn auto correct

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

ohh well I am sorry. I know I believe in it. but its what I was brought up around. I try to obey what it says. but you know the bible has been written so many times. I don't think god is happy with it either. I think he is kinda upset that people changed the word so many time to the way they wanted it. the bible was re-written by a King. One that wanted everything to be his way. But what he didn't understand was he was actually messing with the actual KING'S work!

[Dani The Unreviewed]

obey this obey that, don't do this, don't do that....bla bla bla....sinners...hell....doomed
......cross...death...."God ".....Satan....bla bla....OBEY OBEY OBEY OBEY OBEY. that's the Bible.
but I've got the nuts, and asked myself once.... "Why? what's the point?" there's no point. religions from the first to the last are all just tools to manipulate people...
the idiocy of the Vatican is the simplest one in history. they give you a promise of eternal life, BUT. if you sin too much, they give you Hell for eternity, BUT they say that God can love everyone, and he'll forgive you if you regret your sins... even if itself in the last second...then why is Hell needed? eh...it's stupid

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

well yea.. I guess you are right on that. but I am not going to hate god because stupid people re-wrote the damn bible... lol.. but ti think I will stop with this before I see my little brother blow up.. lol

[Dani The Unreviewed]

nah...I've broken harder "faithfull followers " of that story of the apocalypse. it's all just stupidity, and blind people leading other blind people saying "come with me i know the way." but time made so many gods perish, that i can't even count them. lol.
in a millennia, Jesus will be another figure of mythology, and there will be a new "God " or "goddess " that people will fear for no reason, because after another age passes, they'll invent yet another idiocy, and bow down in front of the new statutes, and new symbols, laughing at the stupidity of the past generations. Just let me put a quick note: That is of course, if humanity wont exterminate itself till then... and it's sure on one hellawa good path towards it's own destruction.
i think if you're gonna be afraid of something for the rest of your life, then be aware that humanity is a cancer to earth, the planet we live on, is dying because we're too goddamn stupid to stop destroying it, and with it, ourselves as well.

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

hahahha.. well I guess that is true.. you preach it Danny boy!

[jesserose99]

wow...danny uber good...I mean uber. I could feel their passion for each other like something tangible. love has nothing to do with gender and the sooner people learn that the better and works of art like what you have here are keystones to help people get there. great work

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Funny isn't it? It was all tangible for a long time...and now it's not. but nothing changed, during that beautiful relationship, and after. the world is still idiotic and evil.

thank you :)

[jesserose99]

I wish your words weren't true but they are...works like this prove there are beautiful spots out there too though. :)

[Obscured by the Shadows]

This was the most.. sensual thing I have read on here. It makes me miss the wonder, the splendor... the lust I had not even two weeks ago before the one I called love ripped out my heart and served it to me on a silver platter. How devilish and cruel he had been, I hope you never go through that. Stick with your heart and everything will be fine and amazing and just.... full of joy and excitement and love. I hope you find happiness!

Thanks for sharing.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

been through that..
Thanks.

[Obscured by the Shadows]

I hope you don't go through it again.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

yea...i do, now that life's stressed it's haunting again.

[Obscured by the Shadows]

Don't let that happen.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

out of my control

[AaronFreitas]

Nice work! I enjoyed the story... very passionate write!

[Dani The Unreviewed]

thank you my friend

[Southern_Writes]

It is a beautiful read of two people in love.

[Crimson Apples]

*applause* This was an awesome read! I really loved it, and even though people can be close minded and mean and thoughtless, it's great the two of them got together. *cheers to wavy people*

[Dani The Unreviewed]

lol thank you

[Crimson Apples]

Yep :) have a good day

[DeadSoulx_x]

The emotion is very raw, it's amazingly written. I know how personal this is and I am so proud of you. The words are very deep. Amazing Danny.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Thank you :-)

[DeadSoulx_x]

No problem sweetie

[annalysiar]

This is very beautifully and passionately written. I live the emotion just oozing off of it. Honestly that's what brings this to life...
I don't care. If its two boys, in this case two men. Two women or a boy and a girl. Love is love and however it is captured and help and remembered; that's what matters. You held that here. Great job. Passionate write. I honestly love your style.
now the paragraph where he was really turned on could have been done better to capture the image better. In the last paragraph there's a tad too many p
comas but is okay great work I love it.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

thank you :)

[annalysiar]

You're more thank welcome thanks for letting me read.
lol on the first sentence I meant love I can't type with these darn migraines

[Dani The Unreviewed]

i know. xD

[fierceauthor]

dynamic lovely outstanding eye brow raising