Letter to my parents.

Its quiet messy...

One day,
You'll find the way,
Right now you just sway.
That day,
You'll see, its not okay.

How you treat me...
Ignorant,
Ungrateful.
Since a few years,
I take care of you...
Isn't that supposed to be the other way around?

You just don't care,
You just fight all that little time that you spend together...
Yesterday, i painted the whole house, and you didn't notice,

You eat the food i make,
Breakfast, lunch, diner.
I clean the whole house,
You just come home late,
An hour to fight each other,
And in the bed you lay.

Every mother F*****g day,
I get up, so you have something to eat, and to take care of all the s**t that was supposed to be your job?

No! F**k you both,
F**k you both!
I wont do this s**t anymore.
F**k you both! F**k you F**k you F**k you. You two mother fuckers, go, kill each other i don't care, F**k you both.

Author's Note

Written to my parents.

Reviews

[RiverRei]

I know how you feel. My dad sexually assaulted me when I was young and my mom was a control freak crazy a*s b***h who took my money and only ever made my life hell so I get this. Hits me on a personal level again. I'm sorry you had to deal with this. You're a great human being and so happy to call you my friend. Love you IM!!! Another great piece :)

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Thank you very much. Yeah, some people (and by that right now i mean my parents, and the likes of them) are just worthless weight we carry every day. Sooner or later everyone will have enough of it.

[Lyric]

Hey, we've all been there, I feel for u cause it's sad when ether we feel like our parents don't care, or, in some cases they legitimately don't.
Your brave to share this with all of us, and the fighting, I know how that is, it can get pretty bad. Once my parents took me with them to the pastor they were seeings house as they were screaming and telling each other why the other was the devil, and why it was a mistake that they ever got married. Pretty much damning my existence. But I'm still alive. And sometimes it's more that they hate each other than they don't care about us.

[sereenaoutloud]

Oh dear Friend, this saddens my heart that your parents are failing you so! To be ignored, not noticed and then when they do somehow wake up out of their selfishness its is the negative only!
I hope to never, ever hear these words spoken from my child , my heart would be broken beyond repair!! I am so sorry you go through this..the pain and anger in this write hit so hard ...very powerful!
We are all here for you! >hugs

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Thank you. I'm used to it...anyways today they just pushed it a little further. Once they push me over the edge, then I'll show them whats what. But whatevs, they wont change... I'm sure you wont hear this from your kids. I believe you are an awesome mother.

[Perkele.7885]

I guess there are some issues to be resolved here. Are your parents likely to be able to read your letter/poem to them? If so, you have made a very clear statement of your point of view. I was nice of you to share it with us as it may be cathartic for you to rant about them to some one like us. I do not think that this would be a good time to speak to the issue of grammar.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Thanks. And there is no need for them to read it. I'll shove it straight into their faces when I'll be finally pushed over the edge.

[closed]

this is teeming with angst
and it hits hard

your words can be an emotional powerhouse
as i've found from reading your poetry

it's a literary advantage

use it


-Dream

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Thanks for reading. Yeah, i just had enough of em today, so i wrote this. Its a straight forward thought/feeling.

[closed]

im sorry you have that kind of relationship with your parents
that's why it helps to write about it

it's like screaming at the top of your lungs
it helps

[Willard Wells]

I won't ask if the relationship is damaged, you have clearly expressed your disgust. Sorry for you having to live like that. It reminds me of many of the addicts I have known and worked with. I don't know if substances are involved but it has that feel. Good luck and you have many friends here to share your pain with You will survive and come out a stronger person. Thank you for sharing your pain.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Thanks for the review. Yeah, my so called father is an alcoholic.

[Willard Wells]

As expected since your words reflect graphically the strained family with alcohol is involved. I am sorry.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Don't be sorry. I'm sort of used to it...sometimes they push it too far with their fighting...but eh. They wont change.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Once they die, everything will be fine. Atleast they'll have a good excuse for ignoring my existance.

[Willard Wells]

You sound like you have accepted this in your life, just remember that you are highly likely to be of a similar nature as your dad. Fight to avoid the end that he is working on. I work with addicts sometimes and you cannot drink if you want to survive. Just be cautious of self medication as you grow older.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Eh...i don't find my health too important. I smoke, so...cancer is probably going to be my end. But to be honest, right now i really don't care about that. My loved one is gone, he was forced to break up with me...so the meaning of life for me is pretty much gone. But don't worry...i wont do anything stupid. Other than continuing to smoke.

[Willard Wells]

Well I used to pick on smokers to quit, but as an addictive personality I finally realized that for some of my friends smoking is the lesser of all evils of addiction. 8 seconds after a drag and you get your dopamine hit. Addictions come in many forms and the controlling of them to a safe levels is what is needed. As for your love being gone, there will be another. Believe me many more will pass your way.

[Dani The Unreviewed]

Maybe but i don't want anyone else. That place in my dead heart is taken...permantly.