memories

In ode to my fiancee whom was killed in a car wreck. Not much else to say..

Her head rested lightly upon my chest...arm gently folded over me...i remember how tiny her hand looked as i watched my heart rise and slowly fall with each breath she' d take. Reaching over her i would caress her tiny hand...and long forever to be in that moment...but moments never last. I often smell her hair...though for a fleeting moment...my heart would pause, my eyes unable to find from where it came. Though my heart knew her gone...my soul so wished it true. Always the tremble in my hand...returned, just as when first i reached to hold her hand in mine. So hard to breath...the tightness in my chest, as i drew her near...when first her lips...mine meet. Slowly would i look for the way, back from her memory...so bad...my wish to stay. Many memories flooding back...my life taken that day. Though forever should have been that moment...she couldnt stay.