Dangerous Love

this is poem written right after my ex tried to kill me and put me in a hospital how much i really did at one point love him and how fast it was taken away how fighting and hate don't mix with love

How we use to be; Seems to be vanishing with out a trace

At first our love was like fire burning through one another's heart

Now you've gone and put that fire out

to begin with seemed like we had it all

the good times, the memories and trust

next i was falling from grace

filled our love with anger and hurt

my heart was breaking through out the screams its was in doubt

my world crashed and soon i began to fall

our love a lie; you filled me with your lust

I was young and torn , tired and dreaming

we'd always break up than start over again

time and time again My heart would be forgiving

and yet every time we'd crash and burn

our love got weak and hearts grew fainter

our love irrational, dangerous and full of fear

to think we could make it we must of been day-dreaming

our hearts shattered from the rain; Love buried by our pain

your lifestyle ain't with living ; My love not worth giving

falling in love so easy can hurt you much worse ,end bad

my pages started to turn

the memories covered by life's painter

I'll hide away the tear

like a tornado your words we're twisting

fighting ,hitting and kicking is what i got in return

i was there for you even when you dropped me to the ground

you flew me high than dropped me low

got inside my head than played your game

left me alone and wishing

watching our love go to ruins; watch it in the fire burn

in my tears you left me to drowned

here i stand with my last kiss to blow

removing the shame

I will take the blame

blow our love up in the flame

one day you'll feel the same

feel the shame

Author's Note

this is poem written right after my ex tried to kill me and put me in a hospital
how much i really did at one point love him and how fast it was taken away
how fighting and hate don't mix with love
and hope no women tries to fight to make an abusive relationship work it always and will end way worse in the long run