Marijuana

Having so many problems on my mind

happiness is just something I can not find

I grab ahold of a razor blade

so my life will soonly fade

I think deeply for a moment and relize I dont want to die

there is only one more thing that I can try

I take out my pipe and fill it with weed

to be calm is something I need

I take a single hit and begin to feel better

my body feeling light as a feather

I want more, I take a hit, and fill my lungs with the smoke

i know that in my life there is hope

 

 

 

Author's Note

smoking marijuana has made me a better persons and now i dont cut anymore :)

Reviews

[Beautifully Tragic xPoe..]

I can sorta relate to your feelings, smoking myself. But I know well enough that marijuana only makes it seem that your life is better, and it's really false reality. I'm glad that you don't cut anymore, and i hope you continue on this track. But from one smoker to another, you're living in a false reality.

[babyblue]

Yeah i use 2 cut myslef but then i just saw it was a perty lame way of reliving stress ,because I truly don't want to die . I just hated the fact that I felt like s**t. so a couple of months after i tried marijuana. I stop cuting myslef because I'd rather get high,and I strated writing more poems,and stories. so my creativty grew even more then before. geting high is defintly a beter way of relaving stress more then just smoking ciggerts,and now i thinking cutting yourslef is stupid cause you turly want 2 die you'd jump a bridge,or something. So marijuana should defintly be legalized is less harmful then ciggerets.

[Sandra K]

I will start my saying that it is great that you found a new positive direction in life. For some, its easier to live in miserable, than happy. Second, I do agree that marijuana, is a excellent option for calming, down, and stating healthy and medicated. I do so, myself, it helps make it through certain times and stress. As far as living the day, "high" your not at all living in false reality, but much more of a calmer one.To keep you from being confused; being stone does not force you to live a false reality. lLive a false reality will be, going about your day on hallucinogens.

Anyway, get poem, you might see, i have something similar.
Thanks for sharing!

Sandra K!
xoxo

[MarchAprilMayJuneJuly]

cutting is bad....i realized that.....marijuana isn't really better either..but you are a good person and i'm glad that something made you feel better..but it's not that good for you..

~may

[Cassandra]

I never thought of it as saving someone... their sanity sure.. but not their actual life from suicide. This was very deep. Thank you and congratulations for reaching a plateau in getting better. although I agree with beautifully tragic in that it is still an escape ( one I am fond of as well ) but an escape nonetheless. Good job though.

[lilain]

This reminds me of the movie Secretary. Have you seen it? The transition from cutting to sex runs parallel with your story.

Well done.

Take care,
lilain

[FireAngel42029]

I love this poem and I am glad it helps you I know it does me

[Mariah]

much better than cutting yourself.
people around you can give you hope too. !
:)

[Last Minute Lani]

:)
i applaud

[Donald Olds]

not bad. do you really smoke? I don't care if you do.

[RHEA CROSLEY]

I like your switch from finding hope despite being so far down. It is a wonderful thing to see someone climb so high after being so low. I sense its more then marijuana. I sense your a really neat creative person and there is more in you and for you then you know.