destined...

why we always find ourselves in the same damn place...no matter how hard i try...

i have accepted the fact that

i

am

destined

for failure

failure is

my only constant

my only comfort

my only content

my only...

my

my

my

i repeat my words hoping in desperation

that my actions will be saved...

saved...

saved.

why save when there is no hope

 

try...

i try...

i try again...

i try again to just

 

let

it

BE

 

be what?

but be what?

what can it be?

what will it be for me?

what does it mean for me??

 

am i destined to live my life in

pieces

victim

to my own

actions

...

or will i seek

a

better

way?