Time Circus

I'm thinking about you again,

Tossing around the thought of what we could have had.

I know that you've always had a place deep in the back of my mind,

I placed you there as a reminder of my past misjudgments.

But ever since your mother came and I let that known secret surface,

I can't stop myself from thinking about you.

It's my own fault because I gave you permission to surround myself by you,

Letting you into the media frenzy that I house my life in.

It's always in this order that I mess myself up,

I can't stand it and I can't stand you.

Truly, I am happy to be single and to live my life as I need to,

But I still can see a small future where my bags are packed and I'm waiting for you to come for me.

I feel like, since I had left you behind I had tried to hold onto you in different people,

And I come back to you when I didn't know I was going in circles in the first place.

Now, I've realized that I've waisted time on you,

I've waisted time on meaningless fools.