GoneA Poem by Liam
Leaving: it's like going up darkened stairs,
Never really having a destination, but, Knowing what you've left at the bottom. I feel an empty tug on the other side of this string. This string seems to be attached to my innermost being. I try to fight, try to stay in one place, But that tug is a never ending nagging. I push and I pull. I never completely rebel or follow. I see the faces in my mind's eye that I've left in the distance. Sometimes they call out to me and scream my name but I won't listen, I can't stop or start. I hope they know that I see them often, Whether it be in a waking dream or the plucking of the string. I should just close my eyes and cover my ears, That way, I'd miss no one. I'd love no one. I'd leave no one. I would make the heart bleed of no one. Pain and pleasure, New and old, I'm stuck in this never ending cycle. I try to restrain my love for you because it will only cause pain, I spread my love to you anyways. I'll give my heart to anyone because my need is too strong. The time has come to fade into that beloved background. There is a hole back there that I should be imprisoned in, Someone had left my shackles undone. I'm going where no one will find me, I keep searching for that haunted shell of a person, If I turn the right knob, They'll be in my trap forever. Leaving: the pain that feels like a knife being twisted in your heart, If I didn't leave, you wouldn't come see the show.
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Added on August 26, 2015 Last Updated on January 6, 2018 |