Light and dark

I am in love with the light and the dark. I am nothing. They constantly swirl around me, begging for affection that I cannot give to both. I am nothing. They are constantly flashing on and off in my head, in various cycles. They both make me up and I am in love with both. But the two cannot coexist, or if we do we three would make grey. A cold, damp colour. Light is so bright and makes the world seem better. Light shows me the way through long, dark tunnels. Light makes my fear go away. Darkness is so mysterious and bold, gets your adrenaline pumping. Dark is a wild man on a motorcycle ready to take you for the ride of your life.
I am nothing.
I cannot choose.
I live in the twilight.