The Ties That Bind Chapter 1

A Chapter by Daisy

This story focuses on a young college age couple dealing with betrayal.

“Quick, get out!” I yelled while frantically trying to get my jeans on. Adrian, I think is his name, was getting his clothes on as fast as he could, all while smirking. Sneaking around was definitely a thrill for him, one he enjoyed. But then I saw Adrian freeze, his face flushed out all color. I turned and saw Trigg just outside the doorway. He looked as if he’d seen a ghost.

Adrian and Trigg stared at each other for what felt like an hour, but realistically I knew it was only about 10 seconds before Trigg turned towards me. It was obvious what had just went on between Adrian and myself. Trigg’s eyes filled up with tears. I could feel my cheeks burning as tears immediately fell down my cheeks. I knew I was breaking his heart, which ultimately was kind of my plan, but not like this. It hurts way worse than I thought it would.

Without saying one word, Trigg turned around and walked out of my apartment. He didn’t even slam the door behind him.

“You should probably go,” I say quietly to Adrian while looking down. My face feels numb. I’m not even sure if I’m still crying.

“Yeah, um, this seems like something you should figure out before we do this again.”

Adrian gathered up his things and left. I knew Adrian and I wouldn’t be doing this again. He only got with girls who had boyfriends because “it would make sure nothing serious was implied.” I was fine with that. Until now, things were great and I was completely fine. Of course, I had felt a little guilty sneaking behind Trigg’s back, but I knew this break up was for the best. For now.

What do I do now? Do I call? Do I text? Trigg, of course. I don’t need Adrian. I can easily find another Adrian, but what do I do about Trigg? He’s probably on his way to his apartment right now. It worries me to think about him driving while being this mad. Although, I’m sure he’s more than mad right now. He’s heartbroken.

I hadn’t told anyone about my plan with Trigg. Not even Paisley. No one would understand. I love Trigg, and I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with him, but we have been together since 7th grade. Now we’re both in college, and I need to branch out a little. Experience life. This way, once Trigg and I get back together I will have zero regrets about missing out on things. When you’re in a long-term relationship throughout high school and college, everyone makes sure to let you know that you’re missing out on life experiences being tied down at such a young age. This will be good for Trigg too. He will see that later on.

I let out a huge sigh as I sat on the edge of the bed. I can feel my body shaking. I need to lie down. My mind is racing. This is not how things were supposed to go. I hope this doesn’t ruin everything.

I slowly open my eyes and see light coming in through my window. My head is pounding. What time is it? Did I fall asleep and sleep through the night? I pick my phone up to see the time. 7:24 a.m. No new text messages. I have a class at 8am, but I can’t go. Not feeling like this.

I walk into my tiny mess of a bathroom to look at myself in the mirror. I’m a mess. My face is so puffed up. No amount of skincare products and makeup could make me look presentable enough to step foot outside my apartment today, let alone feel good enough.

I keep checking my phone for new notifications, but none ever show up. I’m not even sure what I’m expecting. I realize that Trigg probably does not even want to talk to me right now, but I need to make sure we end on at least somewhat decent terms. I’m only trying to look out for our future together after all. I pull out my phone again and go to mine and Trigg’s text messages. My fingers are shaking so hard that I have trouble typing.

We need to talk. Send.

I let out a huge breath that almost hurt. Then the tears started.