Beyond My Hollow Soul

Just wanted to say how i feel

I grasp onto to the power within 

my words may seem thin'

but they have meaning 

a story of the heart '

an indulgence to my soul

 

so i pay the toll 

to speak freely'

words get jumbled and feels like no one really hears me'

i cry my eyes out because it may be difficult

i stutter and stumble like the words coming out of my mouth

But then the time comes when i have a realization '

A thought'

A feeling'

A hope for a dream

To stay grounded

Grounded

To life 

To meaning 

Of the words that 

That exist within

Beyond my hollow soul

People don't care what i say

But i struggle anyway'

Anyway i can grasp

The life that exists in the words of the page'

And beyond that to

The self that lays bleeding'

Bleeding away'

The true intention'

my meaning...

Author's Note

i wrote this for me but i hope people going through something can connect to me

Reviews

[Nemophilist Meraki]

You have no idea how hard I am fangirling right now. Like I swear I'm completely freaking out about how beautiful and amazing and aposiedjgfoaidfshjgujbewsgp[oiuahg.

Give me a minute. I need to gather my thoughts..

Right. Well. Umm. WOW. That spacing made this poem so amazing. Your writing and thoughts put into ink like that is so deep and powerful. And then when you present it so perfectly.... I am blown away. I don't know what in the world to say.

Your feeling of loss and hopelessness. How it's like your voice isn't being heard. How even though everything seems to be against you, you're still fighting....

Really I think that's what's really amazing about you're writing. You have so much potential. You're the kind of writer that has the potential to grasp hearts and soul and crush them. To make them bleed from the pain. To connect with you and then be destroyed. And you do that a little.

You require your reader to understand. You tell them the truth of how you're feeling and you let them empathize with the pain and the loss and the sorrow. But then instead of crushing them you let them stay there. You tell them that you're strong enough to get through. And that despite the fact that you're bleeding away you will keep going.

And you know what that does? I makes the reader hurt but in themself. That they could've done more. That they're not doing more. That they aren't helping. And that makes it even that much more powerful. And it really sticks with the reader because you reached inside of them and you didn't do anything. You don't blame them. You don't plead for them to help. You don't do anything. You just say "This is how it is." And just naturally it makes us crumble....

Wow. Sorry I wrote something so long. I've go through a lot of long dark times so I relate a lot to what you're saying and I especially appreciate a writer who can so beautifully captivate those emotions and reveal them to the world.

[TheAimlessWanderer]

I am in tears reading this i never had anything so nice said to me ever before nor anyone ever connect to what i write like that before i feel unworthy to even comment on such deep insights THANK YOU SO MUCH !!! These are the reasons i write i just want to connect. what a beautiful soul you have All i can say is thank you.

[TheAimlessWanderer]

i am blown away.

[Nemophilist Meraki]

Awwww. Sorry about that. XD

[TheAimlessWanderer]

no those words have given me purpose thank you so much

[Nemophilist Meraki]

The pleasure is all mine.

[TheAimlessWanderer]

Thank you meraki i miss you hope you are doing ok (:

[Julia.Moore]

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[Spacebar Clicker]

defo i love this one this is how i feelI grasp onto to the power within

my words may seem thin'

but they have meaning

a story of the heart '

an indulgence to my soul

so i pay the toll

to speak freely'

words get jumbled and feels like no one really hears me'

i cry my eyes out because it may be difficult

i stutter and stumble like the words coming out of my mouth

But then the time comes when i have a realization '

A thought'

A feeling'

A hope for a dream

To stay grounded

Grounded

To life

To meaning
these word just hit it

[TheAimlessWanderer]

glad you grasped it ! (;

[PenguinEmpiress]

this is a very powerful and meaningful poem. I can definitely relate to what this here says. Reading through it i was thinking 'so like me'. You've done an incredible job!

[TheAimlessWanderer]

thank you very much it is very meaningful when people say they connect with my work on a personal level because part of writing for me is just to connect to others unfiltered thank you for your beautiful comment and if you ever want to talk feel free to message me anytime i love talking to people and trying to see from their perspective and hopeful connect on deeper emotional level (: !!

[PenguinEmpiress]

You're Welcome! and if I'm ever in a tight spot and feel like giving up, I'll surely message you!

[TheAimlessWanderer]

sure anytime (: i think i have another poem you might like !

[thaleeyaLuna]

Beautiful poem, and very powerful.
I love the way you constructed the words and sew them altogether just to express what it is you feel.
I am positive lots of people who are going through struggles and challenges - as we are - can connect to the feelings you conveyed.

I also love the contrasting lines you used, like: ' i pay the toll to speak freely'

Nicely written, and I commend you for being brave enough to write about something like this.
Well done. :)

[TheAimlessWanderer]

yes it was very hard to write but i had to say it. it pleasures me deeply that you connected to the words that i have written i feel i change so often as a person it very hard for me and for a lot of people to connect with me i am glad that my words have touched you in some small way and that i hope it helps people realize they are not alone in these kinds of feeling of desperation.

[TheAimlessWanderer]

for meaning

[thaleeyaLuna]

You're very welcome. What you wrote is inspiring. :) And you, too, are not alone. ^_^

[Larry John]

holy smokes.... I don't even know where to start! This is amazing, your writing made me tear up. You're so so good at portraying emotions and the imagery... it's really beautiful. I feel so much when I read this, great work!

[TheAimlessWanderer]

Wow thank you so much for your kind comments and insight makes it worth sharing if people can connect that is really a special thing.

[Larry John]

you're so very welcome! thank you again for sharing your work!