i don't know

everybody is scared.things we don't know.

i don't know what's going to happen tommarrow or if i'll even live until then.

if i do i don't know who i'll see or where i'll go.

20 years from now where will i be?.

who will i be?.

will i be who i dreamed about being?.

what's gonna happen to my sister?.

how long will she live?.

will every one in my family live for thier wedding day?.

will they live until mine?.

will i live until juliette's?.

who will i marry?

5 years later will he be the guy i fell in love with?.

what is gonna happen after death?.

i think i'll go to heaven.

but will i be able to cry because i miss the people on earth.

will i feel okay about dying.

or will my life be unfinished.

most importantly when i step through the golden gates.

who will be there?

Author's Note

by the who i mean a certin someone. who i am not sure if they will go to heaven or hell.

Reviews

[Mariah]

such complex thoughts for such a young girl.... !
well done. :)
i enjoy your thoughts.
don't worry, many people will be there waiting for you too.
enjoy your life now!,
take it once day at a time.
no more worries!. :)

[Brian K. Walters]

I'll be there with open arms :) At there we can walk together as father and daughter without anyone trying to take that from us.