StretchedA Poem by Ben TaylorI've never wanted to relocate, I've only ever wanted to leave. The thought of unhooking every weight threaded through my skin, of evaluating who and what to discard, is awful. But if I could evaporate into mist, and all ballast, relationships, and expectations were to simply tumble to the ground as a pile, a shadow, a tombstone to never be picked up again, then maybe I could breath more easily. I crave safety and emotional autonomy to the point that non-existence takes preference. But I am starting to believe that I have the ability to make these changes without simply disappearing. Maybe. Possibly, but it feels like a stretch.
© 2024 Ben Taylor |
StatsAuthorBen TaylorColumbia, MOAboutAlmost everything I write now is relatively real, so just read what I write and get to know me. more..Writing
|