Katie

running away from life...

 

once again i'm numb

not hating, caring, crying about

what you've done

what you do

 

is it because i'm like him

that you get so mad

or maybe its because

you're just my step dad

 

but i'm ok

i've learned to deal

learned to laugh the tears away,

learned not to feel

 

l've learned not to speak

cause tellings no use

so instead i'll just snort, shoot, and inhale

an excuse

 

is it because i'm not good enough,

smart enough,

strong enough,

or it is because your not man enough

 

to handel your own problems

so instead you handel me

correct the wrongs i've done

to the point were i can't see

 

it almost seems unfair

to leave your mark behind

on the stories i've been creating

piece by piece, time by time

 

lock the door, nice and tight

tonights the night, the night

the moment, the now

the joy ride through the tunnel

with dead ends on every side

 

medal, skin

seeping-into-me-liquid

the lady holding me, now,

were its safe, warm, inspiring

Reviews

[J.A.N]

Dark and captivating.
Drew me in until the last word.
Kind of takes me ride, of your emotions.

great write;
-j