Once you fall in love for the first time it's hard to fall in love again. It's hard to open up again. You feel as if no one will ever treat you as good as the first. Everything will be different, You're scared of change. You just need to have faith that there is going to be someone for you that makes you the happiest person in the world. There is that special person for everyone. You just need to stay patient. Don't give up. I promise you someone will come along and make you forget all of your pain.