It's just the way that I feel

The mood I was in a few days ago

And of my mortality, who is left to carry this name, I wish it was all a dream, someone, just someone help me to awake.
Take these nightmares and take my years of solitude, take my life and exchange it for immortality.
Give me wings to fly beyond forever end my dreams.
No this can't be real, its just the way that I feel, trapped in this cage of flesh I am.
Dreams of the dying some say, a wish perchance to dream into and rip these curtains from my soul, and set me free before I grow cold.
My God, are you there, do you care....

September 19,2014