as i lay dying

As I lay dying I cling to this life, everything in it 
The pain and the strife,  the heartbreak the sorrow
Always knowing you can start over tomorrow
As I lay dying , I feel too much regret.
Frantic and panicked, what did I expect? 
If I had moved to the right.. but I went to the left.
As my life leaves me, I feel myself wade into the shore. 
But no matter anymore, the big sleeps knocking at my door.