It Creeps

It Creeps

A Poem by Cylis Derrens

 

 

It Creeps
 
It creeps through the window
So bright and ominous
I move back as it comes closer
retreating from it
Locked in a room
No place to run
Trapped
Trapped
 
It grows closer and I back away
further
Beyond the door behind me is safety
Cool hard metal stands between me
 and the safety of the shadows
 
The shadows in the room start
to withdraw
The sun is rising
Two choices lay before me
I could give in
Or I could accept what I am
I tried to fight it
Tried to make a home in their
world
Such foolishness
I never truly was
My sire suggested as much
 
“Do not trust them.” He said,
“They do not deserve mercy.
Hunt those that are evil and
hide. We do not belong in the
light.”
 
I denied his truths
I said that I was different
That he was wrong
That I could live in peace
with them
Never taking life
 
I will not give in to the dark
powers I could command
They bring the whispers
The hunger that is hard to
quench
That try to consume me
Devour me
Making me unmerciful
like him
 
But he wasn’t
They took me as I slept
Carried me to this place
Speaking and pleading
I tried reason
But they did not listen
They cast me into this place
Alone I am left to die
 
Rushing the door I ram it with
my body
It does not budge
I am not strong enough to move it
Not like my sire
I left him
He only meant well
But in my hubris I chose to ignore
him
 
Looking for another
way out
Any crack or weak point
Even the window has bars I noticed
earlier if I dared it
My eyes turned towards the door I
forget the danger behind
Stepping into the light it burns
me
 
Pain
Terrible pain
Unlike anything I’ve ever felt
Ripping through me
Burning me it makes me
scream
 
Rushing to the safety of the door
I groan and shudder
The sickening scent of my own
burning flesh
My body is ruined and scarred
I will remember forever what was
done to me
 
I hate them
I hate them all
I did nothing to deserve this
Not one life I taken until now
But before the next sunrise I
will kill them all
Every last one of them
 
Supposedly pious fools
I see their black souls
They have no protection against
me
They are not good men
Not one among them
My jailers are men who are marked
by their evil deeds
I see their secrets
Each image vivid and truthful
They cannot hide what they are
from me
Villains
Liars
Accursed hypocrites
Like a reaper in the fields I shall be
among them
One by one they will fall
But first I must get out
 
Withdrawing shadows offer me
hope
My master taught me how to use
them
Then I will find them
 
The choice again
Vengeance or die
Now the choice is easy
Looking into those shadows now I
choose life and sink into them
Disappearing on one side I reappear
on the other
Darkness envelopes me
I find comfort in it
For a brief moment my
pain disappears
My own power pulsing
inside
Giving myself to it I
accept all that I am
I am free

© 2008 Cylis Derrens


Author's Note

Cylis Derrens
A poem describing the first step in the Reaper's tranformation.

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Reaper? I'm pretty sure that screams "VAMPIRE" to me. Are you by chance a roleplayer? If you are, you may take a liking to the game by White Wolf "Vampire: The Requiem." All in all, a decent piece. It would have been more powerful with a rhyme scheme, as you were focusing on emotion, but you still got your point across in an... ...encyclopedic kind of way. I'd work on the convoyance of emotion to the reader.

Posted 16 Years Ago


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Very nice I like your description of this mans pain.

Posted 16 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Reaper? I'm pretty sure that screams "VAMPIRE" to me. Are you by chance a roleplayer? If you are, you may take a liking to the game by White Wolf "Vampire: The Requiem." All in all, a decent piece. It would have been more powerful with a rhyme scheme, as you were focusing on emotion, but you still got your point across in an... ...encyclopedic kind of way. I'd work on the convoyance of emotion to the reader.

Posted 16 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Oooh, I really enjoyed this. Wonderful imagery! It reminded me a little of an Anne Rice novel... a vampire discovering and accepting what he is. This is fantastic!

Nice work :)

Posted 16 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

I love this! The imagery is so wonderful! It's so dark... I like dark. Wonderful write dear. And there's so much truth in becoming free by merely embracing what you are. You cannot change that which is within you.

Posted 16 Years Ago


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Better I like that extra part about the shadows and the powers.

Posted 16 Years Ago


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There is nothing wrong with this other then it might be better as a short story rather then a poem. That way you can fill in missing detail and make it really riviting. And my only question is, that, if he could slip through shadows why didnt he do it before the sun burned him? That would be the first logical thing to do. It makes the read question and once the reader does that they no longer believe in your world so you lose them. Maybe if this were a story you could show how he is so frustrated and upset and new to this ability that he tries but cant until he is so mad that it finally works. You see what I am saying here?

Posted 16 Years Ago


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Being a Reaper would be an enjoyable profession. This reminded me of a vampire going through a transformation as well. I like the feelings he was having and how he reasoned through them. Good Write!

Posted 16 Years Ago


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