What I desire most is this:
To take but not rape
To devour but not consume
To smell her sweet scent
To feel the softness of her skin
To experience the press of her lips
To be free at long last
That she would be my mate and I would be her's
This is all I desire this is all I want
This is what beats in my savage heart
Each day I feel its call
Fighting to get out
Deep down it is a part of me I can't escape
I fear it yet want to embrace it
It is not normal but it is a part of me
It lies in the depths of my soul
Staring back at me
Something so primal that I feel like a beast
But perhaps it's something else
I feel the danger of its dark embrace
But so desperately want it
To feel strong and self assured
To not hesitate because I'm afraid
Sometimes I wonder what I am