Without a gooodbye (Forever i miss you)

will always be daddy's little girl

Dreary days and gruesome nights, life drags on like and endless tale.
i looks to the heavens with the hope of catching a glimpse of your face but all i see are twinkling little stars staring back at me.
i try so hard to fight the darkness but slowly it encroaches around me.
A day goes by, the next is ushered in.My joy melts to sorrow and depression settles in.
The light at the end of the tunnel barely flickers and like the last hopes of a dying wick inevitably burns out.
I stare into space as i try to detach myself, all i feel is more sorrow and the darkness pulls me in.
I'm too numb to care, Frozen to the core.
The slightest feeling of hope will just hurt me more.

With each passing phase the pain subsides but the bitter sorrow becomes a lifelong companion.
A slit of the wrist is all it takes,
but will the torture of death release the sorrow?
Half a decade ago the turmoil began,
At such a crucial age, had you ripped from my grasp.
Like a kitten in hiding, i was dragged from my safe haven.
Forced to accept the harsh reality of such a bitter loss,
Life's most cruel moment, i felt it firsthand.
I was the main actor in the worst horror movie,
But the director would not yell cut,
The nightmare dragged on, unbearably so.

I am still shaken to date, this is one nightmare i may never awake from.
I hold on to life by a thin fragile thread,
The maze winds on and on in this labyrinth of sorrow.
I miss you more each day but hope by grace we meet in the morrow

Reviews

[Larq]

Connecting deeply to this poem-the loss of my daddy was devastating.
"i looks to the heavens with the hope of catching a glimpse of your face but all i see are twinkling little stars staring back at me." and "The maze winds on and on in this labyrinth of sorrow.
I miss you more each day but hope by grace we meet in the morrow"
I love these lines of honesty and hope. I pray you have found comfort...

[cycy]

thank you larq, can't say i have found any comfort but guess i'm learning to live with it hey

[Shaquana Adams]

I'm too numb to care, Frozen to the core.
The slightest feeling of hope will just hurt me more.

Beautiful and sad. Great work! :)

[cycy]

thank you hey