I Am a Girl

What I'm saying is

I am a girl

It takes a lot to get me down

A lot to make me fall to the ground

 

Well good job you hurt me

It hurts every time I cry

Not even trying to figure out why

 

I know I don't show much emotion

And I know I don't like to admit

But it doesn't mean I don't feel it

 

So when I hear about the s**t you've done

The girls you fucked

I swear I'm about to erupt

 

You believe the lie I put out

The lie that what you do is okay

Afraid to say

 

That I'm scared

Scared that you'll leave

That you actually tried to deceive

I fear you'll leave me heartbroken

With anger and regret

With tears leaving my face wet

 

I'm just hoping you're not messing with my head

Tugging on my so easily attached cords

Hoping and knowing you'll get bored

 

You know that I trust you

And you take it for granted

I'm sick of giving so many chances

 

I was hoping you would want to care but

It's like you could care less

About how I might actually get upset

 

I really don't know why

That even through all this I stay

Never thinking to push you away

 

Its just

I can't help the way I feel

And hopefully you can make my heart heal

I am a girl