Love Notes from the Underbelly

I am writing this in hope it

will reach you in the nick of time.

In the past I have handled myself

in a very tardy fashion, with no

regard for how’d you react to my

tardiness and selfishness. I bid my most

honest apology.

 

However, I will not apologize

for acting as myself. If I had

acted in a different fashion, it would

be unfair to you. My love for you

would then be poisoned with

another man’s feelings.

 

We have seen a terrible amount

Of heartache in our time together,

But it fails in comparison to what

I have had to endure since your departure.

 

Come back to me, for it would

be more gratifying than my

greatest Christmas present. I have

struggled to live without you, your

touch was the only thing that aided me

through the day.

 

I swore to myself that I

would never gravel in any attempt to

win your heart again, but you have

such a profound impact one me.

 

I have compromised my entire belief

system for you, and for that, I should

be granted the gift of your presence

in my life again.

 

I hope to see you again, one day

in our lifetime. Even if we won’t

see one another again, I hope this

        letter finds you and you are knowledgeable of my desires.