Paddling Upstream

Somewhere 

Inside or outside 

I know what the answer is

But do I want it? 

Somehow 

Searching is fun 

Worth the whole journey

By itself. 

Sometimes

Finding the answer

Is not really what I want 

After all.

I am guessing that I am crazy.

At this point it has to be 

What the truth is 

Something I must accept 

But oh what fun this madness is!

Life is peaceful. 

A calm slow river 

A serene lake 

Shadows on the water

Ripples in the sand

And yet I know 

Within my loins he lies 

Inside of me 

In person now ...

Where shall he lead me? 

I long to see

I fear to know 

I will be pulled along

I will go. 

It's life! 

Gotta jump on in 

Get immersed

Do the dive. 

Reviews

[Seamstress]

Another great poem from you. I love how you used font change to show the emotional charge at points withinn it. Now that you are diving in where oh where shall you go?

[curiocity]

Thanks dear I discovered the font changing thing I guess about a year ago? I have no idea where I shall go but (change to big, bold, Broadway font) I shall enjoy the journey.

[Seamstress]

and I hope to be here to see you each step of the way.