The Wedding at my Funeral

A Poem by cubao farmer

This is what used to be the most devastating day of my life..now I just end up lying alone and trying to build new things..

I have plenty of time to change your mind,
Yet it seems that I don’t want to do it anyway.
I know that you’re already happy,
And I don’t wan’t to ruin it.

I know that my heart is doomed for its funeral,
And I’m ready at your wedding day,
How I wish that I’m the man waiting on the isle,
Kiss you at the end yet, I’m here just watching.

Today, there’s a wedding at my funeral,
I know you are the one walking down the isle,
Angelic that I can’t help myself,
I just don’t want to let it go.

I have plenty of time to change your plans,
But it seems that I don’t want to do it,
‘Cause I see in your eyes that you really love him,
And it seems that you can’t live without him.

I know that my heart is doomed for its funeral,
You’re wedding is just a moment away,
Though I’m invited I don’t want to come,
Because your wedding day is my funeral.