Pondering the Same

Well it's hard for me to let go,

Maybe because that I do still love you,

Even if you left me without saying a word,

I do still want to be at your side.

 

But when I learned that you already have somebody else,

I can't stop screaming your name in my mind,

Shouting out while my tears dropping,

And my heart keeps pounding out of my chest.

 

I keep on pondering why you left me,

I already sacrificed my heart, my life and my dreams,

Just to keep you by my side,

But in exchange you gave me a cursing pain.

 

And now,

My every night becomes my guillotine of slumber,

My dreams become the nest of frightening nightmare.

And how can I still move on,

If every second I think of your angelic face.

How I wish that I had never met you.

And how I wish that feelings are just ephemeral.

 

And tomorrow,

I will heed to every angels that passes by,

Cry in front of many complete strangers,

And beg time to return me to my greatest past.

 

By a moment then,

I think that I mustn’t ask anymore questions,

I will just let it passes me by,

Like the evening winter breeze,

And lets me move on without noticing it.

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[cubao farmer]

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[Carnation]

I like this poem, may I read some more of your writings