The Finder at his DeskA Poem by brendan SThe things we spend too much time doing, in the interest of what we wish we were doing, or distracting from the uncomfortable truth that we're not doing it at allI go discovering, strangely and with out much inclination But I am even stranger than the way I discover Having become lost, having forgotten what it is to find remembering only that finding once was all that mattered and so I go looking for how to look, looking for something to find I go looking for the things others have found go looking for others, to find out what they are looking for and to see how they go about finding something to look for and to look for what they've found, as if I could now find it myself and maybe after long years of looking I will again desire to find something But for the most part I go sitting at my window while the trouble-free thrushes and sparrows whistle and gargle writing feather-and-air poems between one branch and the next or the hawks and other raptors float in thermal raptures make circles and ellipses- make themes and vary themes eating the trouble-free thrushes and sparrows leaving on the ground craters of down and discarded viscera having been scared away by a dog or a hiker With both lamps on though it's just after noon denying the insistent phenomena of my periphery an encroaching tide of glasses jars and mugs beer cans with one or two dents in them and a soldier's little toe restrained from the grave by the contour of its mouth, an aluminum rim too high to let the surface tension buckle and release it into mine © 2015 brendan S |
StatsAuthorbrendan SSoquel, CAAboutA semi-amateur musician, poet, philosopher and curler of the lip. more..Writing
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