It Isn't Always Just MeA Poem by TopazSelf acceptance and understandingSometimes things just don't work out. He might fulfill every check on my list. Yet, all day I have been hearing I can't make you love me I can't make your heart feel something it won't...... In my mind over and over and I finally understand that it is not me but that it is you. I have tried in vain and ultimately it is you your mind your decision to love or not to love. If I accept you than I must accept the truth that you are not in love with me. This is not an insult. It is not a reflection on me. It is fact. If I accept this I do not get to cry and feel badly or to feel sorry for myself. I chose this. I have agreed to allow for you to work through some things. Time. I get to let you go or I get to hang onto a myth or I just might get what I want given time. Some things are not rushed. Some things are worth the wait.
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2 Reviews Added on November 16, 2012 Last Updated on November 16, 2012 Tags: acceptance, relationships, love, self worth, worthiness, fault, blame AuthorTopazFLAboutI have not been doing so much writing as I should. I hope to return to my happy place. more..Writing
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