Not A Love Poem

at the end of the day, what’s meant to be… wil always be 😵‍💫

The love only felt so real because I was
It was all a game to you but that’s just what my heart does
It loves with no conditions
I don’t think love should require you to bust missions

You knew who I was and took advantage of that
Kept disrespecting me and I aint even mad at you for that
The love will always be there
you really hurt me I can’t bare

Your lowkey fan, I’m happy for you from afar
I really didn’t think you’d do this much harm

I set myself up for this one
Learned my lesson, I didn’t mean none
I showed you love just so you can have fun
Now I’m in my feelings, I need sumn

I get what you mean without you explaining
The type of connection that didn’t require any training

It takes a lot for me to open up
many know the surface level me, i was raised to suck it up

i’m not one to allow myself to be
nobody gets to know the real me

so cliche to say you the one for me
but when I met you, things were clear to read

the way that things aligned were surprising to say the least
how you have half my name and we not meant to be?

Right person, wrong time?
Maybe you were just not meant to be mine

Nobody really knows
But this connection is one I’ll hold close
I’ll keep my doors closed, have my guard up I don’t need hoes

Tryna get myself right
I mean more to me than to keep you in my life
You showed me what I needed to stay out of sight
It hurts me when I still wish you were mine

I miss you when I close my eyes
Out of sight out of mind, is all lies
I think about you all the time

Maybe one day, maybe never
I hope you knew I woulda been down for you whenever

Reviews

[keith]

welll, whew. the need to be loved is different for each. how we deal with it is different
will we allow ourselves to be swallowed whole even when we know it is wrong?
is this an example of your writing skills or a true tale? a confession of sorts
either way this is a read me piece