BetrayalA Poem by crystalxestradaMen ain't s**t! But you are.I trusted you weren’t going to be like the rest I trusted that you would treat me the best I trusted you and got left a mess beyond that, i let you in and you failed the test Vulnerability with the first kiss I exposed all my insecurities with a bliss who would’ve know you’d be the one I miss after it all, i’d still take all the risks I’m terrified of feeling I’ve really been trying, I’m healing I’m trying to move on, i’m not succeeding it feels so wrong, it feels like i’m cheating You were the last person I thought would ever do me that way Tried to prove me wrong so hard for me to be treated the same I was doing just fine but then you came you showed me things would’ve been better if I didn’t let my feelings get in the way the difference between you and I is we’re not the same you pick and choose different b*****s to treat em the same so many b*****s on your list, you’re balling with fame you said you’re for one, but your rep got you lookin with shame get under b*****s just to get over b*****s you say money over b*****s but that s**t still missin you say practice what you preach yeah, what you preach you can’t even reach you talk so high about yourself but where’s the receipts see, the difference between you and me? I can handle s**t myself, lay back sip on my tea what can you do? Get under b*****s, give dick for free? no strings attached, running away from commitment cus that s**t make you weak difference between you and me? my revenge is to do better and do me the strength to move on is different when it’s coming from me not under someone else that s**t is too easy for me stay safe, cus you ain’t gon' mean s**t to me © 2021 crystalxestrada |
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Added on November 13, 2021 Last Updated on November 13, 2021 Tags: #breakup#heartbroken#menaintshit AuthorcrystalxestradaIrvine, CAAboutHi! My name is Crystal, a bit about me is that I love to be able to express myself in the rawest way I can that is true to me and to others. A lot of the time, what I write about are feelings I was go.. more..Writing
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