Betrayal

Betrayal

A Poem by crystalxestrada
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Men ain't s**t! But you are.

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I trusted you weren’t going to be like the rest 

I trusted that you would treat me the best 

I trusted you and got left a mess 

beyond that, i let you in and you failed the test 


Vulnerability with the first kiss 

I exposed all my insecurities with a bliss 

who would’ve know you’d be the one I miss 

after it all, i’d still take all the risks 


I’m terrified of feeling 

I’ve really been trying, I’m healing 

I’m trying to move on, i’m not succeeding 

it feels so wrong, it feels like i’m cheating 


You were the last person I thought would ever do me that way 

Tried to prove me wrong so hard for me to be treated the same 

I was doing just fine but then you came 

you showed me things would’ve been better if I didn’t let my feelings get in the way 


the difference between you and I is we’re not the same 

you pick and choose different b*****s to treat em the same 

so many b*****s on your list, you’re balling with fame 

you said you’re for one, but your rep got you lookin with shame 


get under b*****s just to get over b*****s 

you say money over b*****s but that s**t still

missin

you say practice what you preach 

yeah, what you preach you can’t even reach 


you talk so high about yourself but where’s the receipts 

see, the difference between you and me? 


I can handle s**t myself, lay back sip on my tea 

what can you do? Get under b*****s, give dick for free? 


no strings attached, running away from commitment cus that s**t make you weak 


difference between you and me?

my revenge is to do better and do me 

the strength to move on is different when it’s coming from me 

not under someone else that s**t is too easy for me


stay safe, cus you ain’t gon' mean s**t to me 

© 2021 crystalxestrada


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Added on November 13, 2021
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crystalxestrada
crystalxestrada

Irvine, CA



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Hi! My name is Crystal, a bit about me is that I love to be able to express myself in the rawest way I can that is true to me and to others. A lot of the time, what I write about are feelings I was go.. more..

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