Paralyzed in the Past...

I want to recast and go another dimension but why my feet were paralyzed? What's wrong with me?

I would go to the gates of temptation,

where happiness is my ultimate emotion,

maybe this I should belong,

so I wouldn't be in abyss for long.

I'll enter inside the heaven I know,

Holding the key to the promising door,

But wait, why I couldn't think?

To step on the territory I am choosing?

I can't decide whether to proceed or not.

Butterflies in my mind are straining the knot,

I'm standing in front of joyfulness yet,

my feet were pulled by many threats.

Turning my points without knowing,

Heading to another portal of new learning,

I have the pleasure of enjoyment,

Cause maybe there's better for my improvement.

Sacrificing my chances because of you.

Blind to what possibly happen to my tune,

Wishing this will attach our horizons,

I turned my back and returned.

Going back to reminiscence and original tone.

Replaying the moments of you and I,

Rewinding my old self,

Hoping for a change without flying away...