life is just a test

help me move forward

help me stop these words

these words stuck in my head i hear

are making me have a new fear

fear of life

and closer to the knife

just help me stay away

im getting afraid

im nothing to everyone

i dont get to have fun

i dont get to feel love

no white doves

no white dress

life is all just a test

im failing life with an F

help me move past this

with the knife i miss

why is this happening to me?

do i deserve this?

life is all just a test

when i fail life

this world will be better without me

im taking up room for someone better

this is my letter

saying goodbye