Klonopin warrior

The daily struggle of not knowing what to feel, what your next emotion is going to be.

Klonopin warrior

Drifting away with the evening breeze

yesterday happiness tends to dissappear

I watch myself in the mirror, and know

the Klonopin warrior comes to the rescue

It´s a mask that covers my tears

just take it and hold it into your hands

Scream so loud no one can hear

just smile and make everyone believe

Taking a handful not always help

but the late and dark night will thank you

where are you Klonopin warrior?

I still believe I´m a fighter

The pain will never go away,

that´s not its purpose

having hope it´s a reason to live

don´t make it an excuse you cannot keep

White knight don´t leave me alone

I´ve been with you for years,

not that it has been my choice

but because it has been a need

Without you I cannot sleep, I cannot rest,

I cannot live, I cannot laugh

It will never be a high

but I trust you will be by my side.

Author's Note

Second language, please feel free to comment, open for critics