Better than Silence

kinda the feeling i wonder if some people experience

The words you scream at me...

Make me feel degrated...

Worthless pathetic and stupid.

 

But its better than the silence...

When you turn and leave...

The words you use to bruise me.

 

And leave those blackened scars...

Remeind me if I don't accept this...

That the silence where demons lie.

 

Is nothing but a few words away...

I run back to you...

Because I need to feel something inside.

 

Just so I can avoid the silence...

Where my tormentors lay waiting...

Just please keep tearing me with these words.

 

So I don't have to hear those demons screams...

They remind me they torture me...

They wait with Death himself.

 

Waiting...

Watching...

For when I finally screw up...

And  you walk away...

So scream, hit, do whatever you need.

 

Just, please please ...

Keep this silence...

And these God forsaken demons away

Author's Note

meh..one of those moods...