No turning back

...i hope the person this is about..reads this..someday..and maybe..they will understand..

I know...there's no turning back.

So, why do I regret that one moment?

Oh, yeah because I probably ruined the one chance I actually had.

The only thing, the only wish I try to keep alive, the only thing I ask

Is for you to believe me, but I have a feeling..you simply won't.

I write this to you.

From the deepest corner of my heart...

I just want you too see how completely wonderful you are too me.

You mean the world to me, completely, by and by every single part.

I swear never again to act like such a fool,

Because right now I don't know where I stand with you.

And I don't know what I mean to you.

All I know is everytime I think of you

All I wanna do is be with you.

And I'd be lying if I told you

That losing you was something I could handle..

Oh, wait I've already probably done that.

Did you know..I miss you?

And I guess, I just really wanna know...

If you really feel this too.

Or am I just chasing empty dreams?

P.S.

There's no lies in these words, not one bit.

Your smile keeps me alive it gives me one more reason to keep fighting.

I would give you my soul for comfort, even if it leaves me behind in the dark alone and cold.

When I hold you close I can feel your heart beat fast, and I actually thought to myself..I've finally found that "someone" at last.

I'm sorry if I messed up..

I really do miss you.

Author's Note

So, I hope you felt the emotion I intended to be there...