.Breaking In.

One of my darkest moments....i just kinda let everything out...then i punched my wall...more damage done to my hand then the wall! ^^"..oh and beware some mild language...heh

I promised to never be broken..

But my foundation is crumbling..

My armor is cracking..

And my legs are caving in.

 

I'm breaking apart but no the way they want..

I'm breaking into hatred..

Into a darkness that feeds

the pain which is fueling my anger...

that is coursing through my viens.

 

Bitterness, sadness, hatred, lonliness, anger...

All of these emotions appeal to me.

 

I just want it to end...

I don't want too hear...

And most of all I don't want to feel.

 

You don't see what this pain...

Does to me ..how I pray for death to consume me...

Just so it will stop for five seconds.

 

I built a wall to see..

Who cared enough to break it down.

 

But they all hate me..

And they all attack me for it.

 

Because I'm the b***h..

From hell so watch out..

before you become trapped.

Author's Note

sorry about the swear words but im not censoring...so if you don't like it because of the bad words get over it.! <3

Reviews

[Pyrrha Rayn]

thanks :) that makes me feel better about it...and other poems that i have that are kinda like this one

[schanzilla]

dig the raw honesty. i like the directness of this. and don't worry about the swear words, most of us use them fuckers all the time.