Like Glass

An old poem.

As I sit here with tears pouring down my face like rain drops all I can say is how I wish your memories would rid my heart and soul.

I have never in my entire life felt something so fulfilling, but so painful.

You were the reason I would breathe, the reason I would smile.

Now your the reason my heart has turned to stone.

I see pictures of you and immediately it begins to rain.

If I ever saw you again i don't know what it would do to my soul.

I just want my heart back.

All the medication I take can not even begin to block out how I feel.

This is unbearable.

I thought it was gone, but it turns out it was only just beginning.

I would have done anything for you and I still would.

No one ever understood me like you did. I don't know what it was but I know

I loved it more than anything in the world. I know I loved you more than anything in the world.

I want that feeling back.

The pain that I feel every time I think of you or imagine you kills me.

Its shatters my mind into a million pieces and I can't keep putting those peices back to together.

I have never spoken of anything or anyone like this, and I'm afraid I never will.

My life was a symphony with you in it, Everyone falls apart without you conducting it.

I can't describe in words how I feel right now.

Except for these tears slowing creeping down my face are starting to steal my life away.

I don't know what you say to you anymore.

I don't know how you make you understand this. You don't have to love me.

You don't have to be in love with me.

Just be there for me. In the past like you were.

I'm all alone and I don't care if I only had one person in my life.

If that one person was you. Nothing else in the entire world would matter.

I wish anything could make this stop, but the truth is...nothing can.

My heart has been shattered, and all the pieces of me loving you are scattered all over....