Sorry

Poem that I wrote about someone.

Everytime I ever looked at you, all I could ever seen was my soul.

Now because your gone, and because not only have I lost my soul, but I have lost everything that has made me happy.

I'm trying to do this for whatever purpose in the world I may have, but there seems like the no purpose when the only person who could make you smile, is now gone.

I ask myself, did you ever care about me at all, or was it all my imagination?

My heart feels like it has been ripped out and thrown away in an ocean of pain and tears.

All I ever wanted in life was someone like you around, and once I finally recieved it, I lost it, and now I'm sick to my stomach with pain.

I'm sick to my stomach with heartache.

Everything I've ever written was about you.

I was just to blind to know it.

Too, proud to accept it.

I wish I never had a heart, because eventually the same thing happens to everyone....and sooner or later you just don't care anymore.

The one reason I had to smile was because of your face, and now I can barely find a reason to wake up anymore.

I'm sorry.

Sorry that I ever cared.