Chapter 1 (All Mixed Up)

*Five Months Ago*

(Alex's P.O.V.)

 

     "I can't believe you are leaving." I said looking at how his dirty-blond hair seemed to sparkle under the sun. I always loved when it looked this way. It made me smiled dispite the situation. He smiled too. "It is okay, I will only be two states away." He said which was way to far for my liking. I looked up at him me being shorter I had to. My stomach felt really heavy and so did my chest, and that is when I realized I had to tell him.

    

     I felt my face get hot and my legs went numb. "Alex are you okay?" He asked "Your face is about as red as your hair." Then he laughed. It was true my hair had red tips. "Dylan..." I said really quietly. "Yeah?" He asked really confused.

    

     I looked at him. It was time to tell him... "I..." Come Alex tell him! "I love... you" I said looking down. He burst out laughing. I looked at him really confused. "Why are you laughing?" I asked getting a little upset. Even though his laugh was adorable. "Little Alex always the kidder. Are you on crack? You don't love me." I looked at him. He thinks I am joking? "No it is not a joke. I really love you!" He laughed agian. "Alex you can't love me you are a boy. You are probably all confused." He smiled.

    

     "No! I have never been more certian of anything in my life!" I looked at him. Then I did what I dreamed of doing scence the 5th grade. I kissed him. For a moment he was paralyzed in shock and so was I. What, in my right mind was I thinking? When he finally realized what happened he pushed me off.

 

     "Alex I can't love you..." He said really quietly. "You know my mom, she is hard-core divoted to the god and thinks gays are wrong..." I looked at him. I tried so hard but the tears came. "But I love you..." I whispered

 

     He said "And I can't love you because my mom..." He hugged me really tight. "So I will wait until you tell her that you love me... You do love me right?" I asked as my voice trailed off. He looked down at his feet. I started to cry really hard. "Alex?" he said still hugging me. "Yeah?" I managed to say through tears. I'll be back to visit in five months." I hugged him really tight. "Until then you need to stop loving about me... "

 

     He let go of the hug and started walking twoards the car that was a block away. I can't just stop loving him for five months...

 

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*Present Day*

(Alex's P.O.V.)

 

     It was only a week until Dylan came down to visit. I tried not to think about how he could have changed. Maybe he had forgotten all about me. Maybe he had all new non-gay friends who don't surprise attack kiss him. D****t I am the stupidest person alive.

 

     Just then someone was knocking at my door. I quickly spang to my feet and some what fixed my messy hair. I opened it. Before I could see who it was they were already glomp-hugged me and I was on the floor. At that moment I knew. "Hi Lance." He smiled at me. He quickly got up from the floor and helped me up into a kiss.

 

     Maybe I forgot to mention before but Lance, he was my boyfriend. He was so sweet and nice to me. "So... what's up?" I always laugh at this question because whenever he asked I always answered with "You." because he was taller than I was. I just loved looking up into his hazel eyes and jet black hair and of couse his sweet smile.

 

    Lance and I were perfect for each other. Having him aroud makes me forget the world. Well, most of the world. There is a certain world two states over named Dylan whom I can never forget...

Author's Note

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[Luna Northstar]

Awww, it's so good! I like the idea a lot, and you write it so it doesn't sound all awkward. You should DEFINITELY write more!

[NoAirToBreatheXSuffocat..]

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[Petal]

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