Past

We all have done and seen bad things in the past and i was one of those people who made the mistake of doing one of those stupid things read this poem and if you want to know more about why i wrote it ask me and ill explain it more

Past

Past

Yes,you see the hurt

You see the pain

Knowing there is nothing for me to gain

No one looks at me the same

Because I did what I did

 

Foolish

A word to discribe

The me inside

The one I constantly hide

The one created with lies

Hoping to make it easier to abide

This still crazy world

 

 

God forbid

I let someone bring me down

Keeping me confound

While my soul

Is in the sorry condition

Now forever bound

 

Never

 

For I knew

That once I broke through

Seeing the truth

I realized I was wasting my youth

 

Not only that

 

 

Forever I will be judged by my past

And happiness wont last

There is no smile

But a tear in each lash

Because instead of helping me with hope you have found

You'd rather have my head to bash

My heart to smash

If you knew my past

I carry a weight on my shoulder

As big as a boulder

And the world gets colder and colder

 

The craziest part of all

 

Everyone was around to watch me fall

But they didn't pick me up at all

Instead they judged 'till I felt small

Then I would fall

 

So I write

Sincerally yours

From behide closed doors

No more tears to cry

 

Foreverbound by a past

A dark past

My past...

 

 

Author's Note

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Thank you for posting this Lexxus. :(