you know some people get a rush from sex, drugs, acohol, music, or even writing....but not me i get mine from raceing.....and im not talking about watching it on telivision.......no, im not the type to just sit around and wait for somthing good to happen i make it happen so i made it happen when i truned twelve.... i knew for the longest time that my six older brothers were into raceing cars, but didnt know a thing about them but i knew everything about cars from my dad so my brothers asked if i'd come down to the track with them, and ofcorse i went... and wow i was amazed so many people i knew were there....but i soon found out i wasnt there to watch my brother DJ shoved me in the car gave me the keys and said your up lil sis...i was shaking and o man i was a little bit scared.....i knew how to drive my dad tought me....what if i crashed...what if i lost....then it hit me i was totally ready for this and the person that was going to race me was going to lose.....he looked at me and laughed he said "baby girl whats the bet?"oh s**t i didnt think about a bet....but the words just rolled out of my mouth...."the bet? that would be my car and my cash, what else do you want?" he smiled and said "baby girl you know what i want"he got this look on his face and looked me up and down...i knew exactly what he wanted but he wasnt gonna get it the flaged droped and in less than two minutes i was finished.....and i won but the way i felt during that race...wow it was lik all my emotions anger, hate ,joy pain ,happyness, passion mixxed together it felt so good i was shaking i looked at my opponit he was shoked thn i got out and truned around to all six of my brothers where looking at me with smirks on there faces, my brother Ryan looked at me and said"lexxus your an offical racer now" i smiled because ever since my parents died i felt like i couldnt find a place that i belonged and now i have and i never felt better....my brothers said ill need a better car though and i said, "wat about my cobra?" they smiled at the idea.... its been like this for two years now and ive only lost once but i won back my car and cash....i guess you can say tyhat sweet rush that i had was supposed to change my life fiorever......and you know what it has and it will never change....