2 days Till...

Silence of me

 I am away from our world

I am in my own cardboard box

Rocking back and forth on this hammock of resolution

Another night without this illusion,

Brings closure

Distance

She’s got it down

Maybe for once I won’t have to be the one to create a substantial separation

She is too scared for her own good

When it comes down to it… I am in love with someone else.

I should be in love with myself

2 days till 24

And I have never made myself a priority

Memories like landslides,

Locked with a skeleton key made of hearts wears and tears

I thought I could fix her

Fix me

Fix us

Fix the world

Another generation would label my state of mind as disillusioned

I am in my present reality

Passion permeating from every pore

Searching for love

Searching for happiness

You’ll never see that cake rise

Live a life full of things to scream about through a pencil

I never found the best,

Until it was least expected

I never ruined my sand castle

It was always the moons fault

I always saw the tide coming in

Tried so hard at times to stay away from the shore

Another castle to build I suppose

Another disappointing girl

I’ve always been so let down by the vapidness of these women

A truth I blame soley on them

I have my parts in the ruin

But by no means does I feel guilty for who I am

low blows

vindictive comments

It hurts and I hide behind this wall I have newly created

I understand I  wanted this but it as fucked up as it is… I miss her. I miss spending time with her. And maybe that will change…

If I had to guess…Time will take her place.

Reviews

[Shellie]

I like this, packed with emotion and phrases full of depth.