The wind vanished

Silence of me

 We broke the middle ground because we wanted to reach the stars

We slept through days of reality to stay naïve

 Scared of outcomes I can not control

Being my worst

Flipping my thoughts

Catalyst to her actions

Her looks

It hurt so bad to look into her eyes and see the love was not there anymore

Another beautiful short lived star,

Imploding in the very midst of my heart

She misses smiles and being held close in the morning

I miss miles

I detest reconciliations

I made a bed of past mishaps

Sleep deeply I will

It always cycles back to sleep

I slept all day yesterday

I left this world as easy as it is to do permanently

I can’t break this spell for now

Ivy tangles my mind

A self fulfilling prophecy

I hate her I think

I love her I know

I’m over what this is going to be

I’m over what this was

If I could take what makes me happy and vanish,

Would I?

A hammock of serenity

An intrusion of juxtaposition

I blame myself

She tainted the picture before it was dry

Scratched at it’s details

I gave the benefit of the doubt as my heart showed  pity

I left out my logic for love and am now growing up knee deep in left overs

Indian giving presents

Low blows

Eyes low

Kiwi comes to mind

End up like Shelter?

End up like Kessler?

End up happy?

Maybe I’ll find in the few seconds of moments serenitys clarity

Happy doesn’t exist thinks I

Gratification’s beaten path leads me playing house

For once maybe I’ll be the crazy one

I think I should become illusive and vague

She is not interested in open mouth kisses and silver linings

Ha!

I am a joke.

Want what I want.

Do what I do.

Hurt who I hurt

Want what I can’t have.

Reviews

[EmpressPoetess]

wow. alot of things going around in my head from this one. incredibley thought provoking and self examination.