Not strong on my own

this is about fear of being rejected from my family

 If I keep quiet then no one will know

If i don't join in then it wont show

Am I scared of their reaction....I think thats a yes

Should I keep quite.....I think it's best

I am strong when we are together, weak when apart

If left alone I would not know where to start

Though the thought hunts me through the day and night 

Deep down in my soul I know what is right

Sometimes I am down and I will have a moan 

And then I realize I would rather moan then be alone

Although it is not spoken of and kept in a can 

Sometimes I want to scream and shout... accept me as I am 

My family is my importance and I will always put them first 

There is still hold the anger that could make me burst

Families are difficult like a puzzle of bean's 

Family is family and I know what family means

So now I am close but far and watch from a way 

I hope that day never comes where I have to stay away!

As I am thick skinned and have an attitude the size of rome

I am tough and grown but Not strong on my own!

Author's Note

this is true