rem blinking

i cant sleep at night
lids closed tight
 i just lay
memories shifting
rem blinking
suddenly im slipping
dream world drifting
straight into consciousness
lifes looking like a mess
hullicinating naturally
cant catch reality
smoking till i cant breathe
drinking till i cant see
laughing loving straight up buzzin
touching my hon an
he has my lovin
and tomorrow well still be up
til our deaths well never shut up
well just sing
so i might not be the best girl mc
yet
but no girls i know can flow like me
i bet
ill never make it to ur tv screen
but only cuz i hate tv
it only aims to make this world seem like hell
and every penny i throw into that well
will carry a wish
that tells every fish
we need a way out
and sells every line ever said about love
so hopefully we can all make it to above
as one
so we can all shout out that wev'e won
now wouldn't that be fun
but maybe i just need to wake up
speak out or shut up
s***s changing so fast
i predicted this yesterday
and now its back to me
haunting so casually
i used to feel crazy
but now im just amazing
cuz i see
Im doing what i need
my souls begun to feed
so i can finally sing free
dropped those strings
that try to manuver me
and the way i see