does she know

does she know that she means nothing to you?
i watch you
with all these pretty girls just obects in your eyes
and i wonder am i the same?
to ou or to another it seems they all know how to play the game
when am i truly loved truly desired?
what does that even mean?
have i ever seen it? felt it? held it in my arms?
does she know that you dont really care?
that you cant stand the way she thinks
and are disgusted by her devotion?
i sit here and i listen
cause im your best friend and thats what i do
i sit here and watch you its your life
and i tell you when i disagree extremely
you can throw away a girl so quickly
toss her too a fire and make her regret ever knowing you
you love it
the hate in thier eyes make u burn with joy
whats wrong with you i wonder
and why am i your friend?
do i really think you cant do the same to me?