mr bones youve called again

you called me tonight dear
shock
my heart didnt know whether it should
drop or soar
so it ceases its beating
over powering overwhelming
youve always had that effect on me
fear comesover me as i hear your voice coughing
your coughing on the other end
oh my babys killing himself
killing himself and theres nothing i can do to stop it
no there will never be anything i can do
ever
tears roll down my cheek
kissing my lips with salt
and fever burns through my skin
as i sit here shaking after you click
you ask for me back
you ask for my hand
and it breaks my heart
to let you down
ill never return
i cant ever go back
"youll ask your reasons why. what once was yours was mine. my babys gone. by the way know youve always been the one..."
always never
your my sleepless nights
your my fitfull dreams
your my rolling tears
your my empty heart
no theyll never understand
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my heart doesnt know whether it should drop or soar
so it ceases its beating