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thrashing pounding rushing
teeming with emotion
im flooded with anger with unwanted love
it sickens me to see your face
i didnt want to be this passionate for another again and now im falling falling
thrashing wildly pushing back
but pulling you in
conflicting emotions
welcoming smile
but timid laughter
what should i do
i so desperately want to pull you into my arms into my heart so
much it almost hurts
i wanted to be alone and now im trapped in a hunger
a strong desire to be your girl
reluctant but willing
im so conflicted
thrashing pounding rushing
teeming with emotion
i want to hurt you love you
care for you
violently passionate
you make me sick with desire