searching

i flew across rivers and dry dry lands trying to find the most perfect man. i knew that once i looked intop his eyes my insides might explode or simply stop letting my heart drop into my gut sliding through my organs losing itself so hopefully he cant find it just to misplace it himself. left unattended on a random shelf. so i walked through several cities ate in cafes alone dressed all pretty so if we ever came face to face hed become bewitched and his mind would perhaps burst slipping into his mouth slinking down his throat whered he would swallow it whole and let his heart take control. i roamed through country sides and slid across mountain passes praying to meet the one who would read my body like a book exploring my stories with gentle hands and would look in my eyes and see what playing through my mind . i swam through oceans looking for this man.