crying on the bathroom floor

so i fall back unto the floor

my mind screaming another demand

my legs keep shuderring

my heart keeps hurting

my mind is pounding

its lack of sleep draining

im draining my soul out of its once aboundant life

im dimming my bright aroura by stuffing myself with pollutants

my brown eyes no longer shimmer

my voice no longer contains its honey smooth presence

all this for a moment of confusion where i hit

the clearness of this life to the back of my mind

i always said i wouldnt do this

i never liked it when you would do this

now im on the floor beging for it.